Rindu

Rindu?
Memang rindu.
Rindu macam2.
Rindu sahabat2 fillah.
Rindu org2 soleh.
Rindu biah solehah.
Rindu hati yg khusyuk.
Rindu hidup yg tenang.
Rindu haya' yg sudah hilang.

Sekarang?
Kiasu.
Keduniaan.
Hati penuh titik hitam.
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The forgotten child

Assalamualaikum.

Paediatrics.

i had 2 patients who made me realize that humans can turn to be horrible monsters.
1. Child rape
2. Non accidental injury

unfortunately these innocent children happened to be with undiagnosed psychopaths running free.
i wonder how will they grow up with such traumatic lives 
What kind of person will they be like, when their rights, safety and trust are betrayed by evil men.
it's sickening.
too painful to imagine.

Prophet Muhammad s.a.w said:

“Fear Allah and treat your children [small or grown] fairly (with equal justice).”(Al-Bukhari and Muslim)

Have mercy. Have mercy.

In one hadith Abu Hurairah (may Allah be pleased with him) narrated:
I went along with Allah’s Messenger (peace and blessings be upon him) at a time during the day but he did not talk to me and I did not talk to him until he reached the market of Banu Qainuqa`. He came back to the tent of Fatimah and said, “Is the little chap (meaning Al-Hasan) there?” We were under the impression that his mother had detained him in order to bathe him and dress him and garland him with sweet garland. Not much time had passed that he (Al-Hasan) came running until both of them embraced each other, thereupon Allah’s Messenger (peace and blessings be upon him) said, “O Allah, I love him; love him and love one who loves him.” (Muslim)

Anas ibn Malik (may Allah be pleased with him),said:

I never saw anyone who was more compassionate towards children than Allah’s Messenger (peace and blessings be upon him). His son Ibrahim was in the care of a wet nurse in the hills around Madinah. He would go there, and we would go with him, and he would enter the house, pick up his son and kiss him, then come back. (Muslim)

Usamah ibn Zaid (may Allah be pleased with him) said:
Allah’s Messenger used to put me on (one of) his thighs and put Al-Hasan ibn `Ali on his other thigh, and then embrace us and say, “O Allah! Please be merciful to them, as I am merciful to them.” (Bukhari)

Allah’s Messenger kissed Al-Hasan ibn `Ali while Al-aqra` ibn Habis At-Tamim was sitting with him . Al-Aqra` said, “I have ten children and have never kissed one of them.” The Prophet cast a look at him and said, “Whoever is not merciful to others will not be treated mercifully.” (Al-Bukhari)

Narrated Abu Qatadah: “The Messenger of Allah came towards us while carrying Umamah the daughter of Abi Al-`As (Prophet’s granddaughter) over his shoulder. He prayed, and when he wanted to bow, he put her down, and when he stood up he lifted her up.” (Al-Bukhari)

Narrated Umm Khalid: I (the daughter of Khalid ibn Said) went to Allah’s Messenger with my father and I was wearing a yellow shirt. Allah’s Messenger said, “Sanah, Sanah!” (`Abdullah, the narrator, said that sanah meant “good” in the Ethiopian language). I then started playing with the seal of prophethood (between the Prophet’s shoulders) and my father rebuked me harshly for that. Allah’s Messenger said, “Leave her.” The Prophet, then, invoked Allah to grant her a long life thrice. (Al-Bukhari)

So start being human, and tear off the monstrosity of yours.
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Why is Allah doing this to me?

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Aqidah Imam 4 mazhab

Qaul Imam Syafie

1)Pegangan dalam atas sunnah Rasulullah SAW yang aku beradai di atasnya dan aku lihat sahabat-sahabat kita berada di atasnya, mereka itu Ahlul Hadis yang aku telah lihat mereka dan aku telah ambil daripada mereka seperti Sufyan, Malik dan selain mereka ialah ikrar bahawa tiada tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Allah, Muhammad itu Rasulullah. sesungguhnya Allah di atas Arsynya dilangitnya. Dia menghampiri sesiapa yang dikalangan makhluk-makhlukNya sebagaimana yang Dia kehendaki, Dan Allah SWT turun ke langit dunia sebagaimana yang dia kehendaki.
[Al-Wasiyyah m.s 53-58]

2)Allah Tabaraka wa Taa'la memiliki nama-nama dan Sifat-sifat yang diterangkan dalam kitabNya dan diberitakan oleh NabiNya shalallahu a'laihi wasallam kepada umatnya maka tidak ada alasan bagi siapa pun yang telah sampai di hadapanNya hujah(dalil) untuk menolaknya.
[Imam Az-Zahabi dalam kitabnya Siyar A'lam Al-Nubala jld 10,m.s 79-80]

3)Diriwayatkan dari Ar-Rabi' dan tidak hanya seorang daripada kalangan sahabat(Imam Syafie) yang terkemuka keterangan yang menunjukkan bahawa beliau (Imam Syafie) menyingkap ayat-ayat Sifat dan hadis-hadis tentangnya sebagaimana ia datang tanpa Takyif,Tasybih,Ta'thil,dan Tahrif sesuai dengan metode kalangan salafussoleh.
[Al-Hafiz Ibn Kathir,Al=Bidayah Wal-Nihayah jld. 10 m.s. 256]

4)Pendapatku tentang sunnah,di mana aku berpegang kepadanya dan juga berpegang kepadanya oleh orang-orang yang aku lihat semisal Sufyan,Malik dan lain-lain,iaitu pengakuan terhadap persaksian bahawa Allah itu di atas Arasy-Nya yang ada di langit-Nya.Dia mendekat makhlukNya menurut apa yang Dia kehendaki dan turun ke ke langit terendah menurut apa yang Dia kehendaki.
[Az-Zahabidalam kitabnya,Al-'Uluw lil-'Aliy al-Ghaffar]

5)Penyebutan dalil-dalil yang menerangkan Istiwa'Nya Allah Tabaraka wa Taa'la di atas A'rasy-Nya,dan juga athar-athar yang berasal dari kalangan salaf yang memiliki pengertian seperti ini cukup banyak jumlahnya dan ini menunjukkan kepada mazhab al-Syafi'i rahimahullah.
[Imam Al-Baihaqi' dalam kitabnya Al-Asma'was Sifaat m.s 517]

Qaul Imam Abu Hanifah 

1)Tidak disifatkan Allah dengan sifat-sifat makhluk, murkanya dan redhanya adalah dua sifat dari sifat2nya tanpa kaifiat. Dan inilah pegangan ahlus sunnah wa aljamaah. Dia murka dan redha. Tidak dikatakan murkanya azabnya dan redhanya pahalanya. Kita mensifatkannya sebgmana dia mensifatkan dirinya sendiri. Ia tidak beranak dan tidak diperanakkan dan tiada sesuatu yang sama dengannya. Ia hidup, berkuasa, mendengar, melihat, mengetahui. Tangan Allah di atas tangan-tangan mereka tidak sama seperti tangan makhluknya, wajahnya tidak spt wajah makhluknya.[Al-Fiqhul-Absat m.s 56]

2)Dan ketika ditanya tentang turunnya Allah SWT, Imam Abu Hanifah berkata "Ia turun tanpa kaifiat".
[Syarhul Aqidah At-Thahawiyah karya Ibn Abi Al-Izz al-Hanafi,jld 2,m.s. 472]

3)Dan sifatnya bersalahan dengan sifat-sifat makhluk-makhluk, Dia mengetahui tidak seperti pengetahuan kita, Dia berkuasa tidak spt kekuasaan kita, Dia melihat tidak seperti penglihatan kita, Dia mendengar tidak seperti pendengaran kita, dia berkata-kata tidak seperti kata-kata kita. [Al-Fiqhul Akbar m.s. 302]

4)Sesiapa berkata, aku tidak mengetahui tuhanku di langit atau di bumi, sesungguhnya dia kafir, dan begitu juga sesiapa yang berkata, sesungguhnya Dia di atas Arsy, dan tidak aku menngetahui Arsy' samaada di langit atau di bumi. [Al-Fiqhul Al-Akbar m.s. 46]

5)Tidaklah lah disifatkan Allah dengan sifat-sifat makhluk-makhluk. [Al-Fiqhul Absath m.s. 56]


Qaul Imam Malik

1)Allah di langit, dan ilmunya disetiap tempat.[Al-Siyar A'lam Al-Nubala]

2)Abu Nu'aim meriwaatkan daripada Ja'afar bin Abdillah,Imam Malik berkata:
"Cara istiwa' Nya tidak diketahui sedangkan Istiwa' telah jelas dan diketahui,beriman kepadanya adalah wajib,dan bertanya tentangnya adalah bid'ah"

3) "Mereka (Ahlul Bida'h) yang memperkatakan (memperdebatkan) masalah nama-nama dan sifat-sifat Allah,masalah kalam,ilmunya,qudratNya." [Dzammul-Kalam,jld 1,m.s 173]


Imam Ahmad Bin Hanbal

1)Abu Bakar al-Muruzi berkata: Aku bertanya Imam Ahmad bin Hanbal tentang serangkaian hadith tentang sifat-sifat, ru'yatullah (melihat Allah di akhirat), dan Isra' dan Arsy. Maka Imam Ahmad bin Hanbal mensahihkannya dan dia berkata:
'Umat ini telah menerima dan membiarkannya sebgmana khabar itu telah datang. (tanpa takwil).' 
[Al-Qadhi Abu Ya'la dalam kitabnya Thabaqatul-Hanabilah jld. 1, m.s. 56]

2)Di sifatkan Allah sebagaimana yang Dia menyifatkan pada diriNya, dan menafikan daripada Allah sebagaimana Dia menafikan dari diriNya.
[Imam Ibnul Jauzi dalam AL-Manaqid Imam Ahmad, m.s. 221]

p/s: Adakah mereka wahabi?

 


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The unwinnable and avoidable war

American soldiers serving in Afghanistan are depressed and deeply disillusioned, according to the chaplains of two US battalions that have spent nine months on the front line in the war against the Taleban.

Many feel that they are risking their lives — and that colleagues have died — for a futile mission and an Afghan population that does nothing to help them, the chaplains told The Times in their makeshift chapel on this fortress-like base in a dusty, brown valley southwest of Kabul.

“We’re lost — that’s how I feel. I’m not exactly sure why we’re here,” said Specialist Raquime Mercer, 20, whose closest friend was shot dead by a renegade Afghan policeman last Friday. “I need a clear-cut purpose if I’m going to get hurt out here or if I’m going to die.”

Sergeant Christopher Hughes, 37, from Detroit, has lost six colleagues and survived two roadside bombs. Asked if the mission was worthwhile, he replied: “If I knew exactly what the mission was, probably so, but I don’t.”

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Bersabar dengan manusia

The lesson i have to learn today is: Be patient.

#1 - everyday i keep getting complains from Aunty N's husband:
the nurses aren't doing their jobs.
the nurses would not listen to his inquiries.
each time he asks for something the only answer that he gets is 'Tunggu'
they put her on drip on daytime when she's supposed to be on drip at night.
nobody changed her bed sore dressing when it's already wet.
everything is slow.
things have to be changed.
bla bla bla.

and the nurses would say that:
the husband demands too much.
they are busy attending many patients.
they will do it not to worry.
bla bla bla.

*both sides hate each other and im the one trapped in the middle to listen to everybody's nag. Politics at work. Pergh.

#2 - somehow 1 nurse did not stop talking for almost 1 hour telling me her marriage problem. how her husband is so quiet and she's bored. how she is in contact with her ex-admirer and both of them wish to be with 1 another but both are married. i wonder why she told me all these. hope i didnt give the wrong advice.

*marriage is scary

#3 - i pushed the lift button.
waited for a moment.
and i pushed it again.
"sabar,dik.sabar"
i think my face was all red, felt like i was struck by lightning.
i turned around n saw a man with his son.
i just kept quiet. yes.i wasnt patient.

*deep inside my heart was saying 'thank you for embarrassing me'.for my own good.

#4 - my atheist colleague continued telling me his mixed darwinism+rubbish belief.it wasnt pure evolution theory, but mixed with some sort of alien, UFO, and other rubbish. it's too ridiculous i felt like laughing hard and tell him straight "this is the 1st time i hear that kind of dustbin theory". luckily i was able to control myself.didnt say much. speechless in fact.it's too disturbing to have someone like him to have that kind of thinking.

*sometimes people can have disturbingly weird thoughts when it comes to faith (TRO schizophrenia?huhu)

#5 - i opened this blog and i saw:
wahai poi.ivy...
pengikut wahabi rupa2nya

*yeah yeah whatever. there comes another wahabiphobic chap.

p/s: sometimes dealing too much with human makes u feel like vomiting. Give me IV Maxolon 10 mg stat.

“The believer who mixes with the people and is patient with the harm they inflict is better than the believer who doesn’t mix with the people and isn’t patient with the harm they inflict,” as reported by Ahmad and others from Ibn ‘Umar.
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Nifaq seorang blogger

Note: Bukan utk batang hidung sapa2. Utk batang hidung sendiri.

Apabila update blog yg bercirikan islamik we tend to post sesuatu yg baik (mestilah kan). Kononnya tazkirah utk diri dan utk org lain juga. Dan org pun nampak kita baik, bagus, warak, dan yang sewaktu dgnnya. Sedangkan hanya Allah yg tahu betapa teruknya kita, betapa Dia menutup aib kita, betapa tewasnya diri kita dengan nafsu sendiri. Dan kita pula tanpa segan silu update lagi tazkirah2, yg mungkin dimanfaat oleh orang lain, tetapi tidak diri sendiri.

Abu Zaid (Usamah) bin Zaid bin Harithah ra berkata: Saya telah mendengar Rasulullah saw bersabda: Seorang yang dihadapkan di hari kiamat. Kemudian dilemparkan ke dalam neraka, maka keluar usus perutnya, lalu berputar-putar di dalam neraka bagaikan himar yang berputar disekitar penggilingan maka berkerumun ahli neraka padanya sambil bertanya: Hai kamu, mengapakah engkau, tidakkah kau dahulu menganjurkan kebaikan dan mencegah kemungkaran? Jawabnya: Benar, aku dahulu menganjurkan kebaikan, tetapi tidak saya kerjakan, dan mencegah mungkar tetapi saya kerjakan. (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

Huh.Bosan dengan diri sendiri.
Tapi..tapi..
Entah.
Bila diuji baru tau langit tinggi rendah.
Baru tau seksanya menjaga iman.
Bak kata seseorang: 'Gerhana seorang daie'
Adakah patut diam seketika?
Mungkin.

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, kenapakah kamu mengatakan sesuatu yang tidak kamu kerjakan? Amat besar kebencian di sisi Allah bahawa kamu mengatakan apa-apa yang tidak kamu kerjakan." (Surah As Shaff, 61: 2-3)

Nabi s.a.w bersabda : Sesungguhnya aku mengenali segolongan manusia dari umatku yang akan datang pada hari Kiyamat dengan kebaikan sebesar gunung Tihamah yang putih itu lalu Allah menjadikannya debu-debu yang berterbangan.Kata Tsauban kepada Nabi : Wahai rasululLah ceritakanlah keadaan mereka pada kami supaya kami tidak jadi seperti mereka dalam keadaan kami tak menegtahuinya.Nabi memberitahu : Mereka merupakan saudara-saudara kamu dari bangsa kamu sendiri, mengerjakan ibadah pada malam hari sepertimu juga tetapi mereka adalah golongan yang apabila bersendirian mereka terjebak melakukan perbuatan-perbuatan yang diharamkan ( bila mendapat peluang melakukannya di belakang manusia )
[Riwayat Ibn Majah .Dinilai sebagai sahih oleh al-Albani]

Rasulullah saw. bersabda, “Siapa yang ingin (amalnya) didengar orang, maka Allah akan membuatnya di dengar; dan siapa yang ingin (amalnya) dilihat orang, maka Allah akan membuatnya dilihat orang.” (Diriwayatkan oleh Al-Bukhari dan Muslim)

Moga nifaq ini tidak berpanjangan.
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